At one point yesterday I had all three of my kids crying. And of course it is a night when Damon wasn't home. Noah was crying because life isn't fair. His parents get to go on an airplane in May. Adam gets to go to the zoo on a field trip and next Friday spend the whole day at school reading (in honor of Read Across America). He never gets to do anything fun and Adam gets to do everything. Adam was crying because he was so excited to play Wii. I wouldn't let him because it was 7pm and time to unwind, not get all hyper. He burst into tears. Well, honestly. They could have played Wii at 4pm instead, but they were outside playing with all the neighbors. (I really am a terrible mom). Lily was in tears because she missed her dad and because she wants a sister. The latter is almost a nightly thing now. She was so distraught Wednesday night because my tummy was never going to get big with a baby, her words, not mine. I just can't please anyone now a days. I will still try to love them.
Friday, February 26, 2010
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
mmmmmm.....
I came home from the gym on Monday and found this.....
Damon manhandled the massive branch that fell down and now my backyard looks like this...
Friday, February 19, 2010
A Royal Afternoon
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Valentine Date Fun!
When we got home and put the kids to bed we had our Valentine dessert. We had heart shaped brownies with ice cream and hot fudge. Damon and I were both ill afterwards, but it was worth it. I didn't take pictures because I don't want to be judged.
Cupid was busy while we slept and heart attacked the kids doors as well as leaving a heart trail to the kitchen where the kids found their Valentine cards. They were so excited. It was so fun to hear while still laying in bed.
Friday, February 12, 2010
Field Trip Thursday
I also spent the week making sugar cookies for the kids and my piano students. YUM!
Monday, February 8, 2010
Valentine's fun
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Is it Enough
As a mom, I often ask myself, "I'm I doing enough for my kids?" By enough, I don't mean spoiling them rotten or indulging every whim. I mean, are they getting enough sleep, or they eating healthy enough, are the people they hang out with nice enough. Nothing makes me question my "enoughs" or feel like a complete failure than when I can't help them get better when they are sick. When everything seems to be going wrong and nothing I do can make it better makes me ask, "Am I really good enough for this?"
Things are better now. Even the Dr's can't fix viruses. It was a crazy one that went through the kids as well as Damon. It seems even worse when Adam's asthma is triggered. Nothing stresses me more and makes me feel inadequate than trying to take care of him and making sure he keeps breathing and his lungs don't shut down. That didn't happen either. Sometimes the copay at the Dr's is worth it for the peace of mind it brings. Illness is a very humbling experience.
My kids are worth every enough question I ask myself. I will continue to do enough for them. I may not be crafty, creative or have all the time in the world to give to them, but I will have enough.
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